Hell is but a chapter in my life

and that is so very true I haven't the possible words to express it : I am now stuck on a bus > no not a quiet bus like last time ( yesterday ) I rode > but on a bus full of young uneducated junior high schoolers. they just kept asking me questions and questions and they didnt understand ANYTHING about ANYTHING > to think that I was once like that... no ... wait ... I never WAS like that : that's horrible : I tried to talk to them : and they just ... they just spouted out programmed responses to everything > I thought that people at the high school were bad > but for christ's sake > these people make high-schoolers look like INTELLECTUAL GENIUSES. How can anyone in their right mind teach junior high students? It just isn't possible : unless of course your class is filled with copy/paste worksheets > talking and discussion being HIGHLY avoided > then maybe I could understand : but the general thought processes ... for... OH JESUS!!

I'd explain but it just is beyond my realm of comprehension that it was almost SCARY. It made me AFRAID. I almost CRIED. You think the people you see around you in community college or high school are desensitized and sucked into capatilism like flies to shit : no no no : wait until you run into a junior high student : it's terrible... so bloody very well terrible.

jeez. I'm going to read my poetry book now.
... I need a break from life...
Oh m-m-..... my.... .....
just....

augh.