Have I reached a state of Zen or have I simply given up..?? That is a great question from DS.. (got to love DS) I think I have reached a state of Zen if anything, there must come a point when we all realize that a life of spiritual contemplation is one which will be regretted(SP?) come midlife. I suppose that I found in myself no possible way to justify anything I do over that which someone else does.. as Sarte puts it (By our actions we are who and what we are, and in choosing action we choose for humanity what humanity is going to be, for the self is that which defines self and we are those who define what we are..)..Which is quite a lot of responsiblity, however, it should get you to thinking about the depth of existing here in the more familiar world of mortal half apes. More on that at some later date..

Current concerns {Getting together with jimmy/james/drew/aaron/jessy... what's up guys ? we need to hang out.. Last night I spent several hours with an old friend and wound up drinking a bunch of vodka running around silly (falling and causing damage which I did not notice until this morning) and finally leaving stomach fluids in various random places until I passed out on the floor.... I really need to spend more time with you guys so that things like that won't happin to me !!!!.......

There was something else to be said here but I just can't think of what it was.... hmmm...