ok - well my computer, however empty - is up and running again >> and guess what everybody? I have to download EVERYTHING!!!!!! har har har >> Oh well. At least my computer should be faster now > not only that but I forgot to save all my hidden thigh-high mpeg sex videos :(

WOE IS ME FOR I AM PORN-LESS >> to tell you the truth I hadn't even thought about them until just a bit ago > hmmm > I need something to do with my life >> anyone got any ideas? Maybe I could go out and get a job and work for { someone } eh heh heh >>

here's a ticket for you : what is wrong with living off of a job just to support yourself ( in an apartment ) for long enough to the next day? the idea of this struck me from jimmoi's mother's "YOU SPEND MONEY ON COLLEGE AND CAR, NOT PIZZA!!!!!" > what if you do just that? I was toying around with the idea of getting a shitty-ass job that would pay rent > gathering a group of people > forcing them into jobs that go nowhere and live under the tolerance that we accept we'll make nothing of our lives and will never [ hit it big ] >> but in fact spend money like it's a sweedish whore on 5th street > hell > maybe even on sweedish whores. think of THAT jimmoi day : pick up a hooker : wooo ... talk about a mission.

as for the BBQ coming up this weekend I have to pose a question to you : should I invite DUMB women? In fact I'm going to start going around to random people tomorrow and asking them if they'd like to go to the BBQ ( mostly women ) merely becaus..... wait a minute : no, no I wont : i just fancied the idea of a bunch of stupid people being at my house and in my house and on my property. FUCK THEM. Ok : so i'll only target women and people I know who are acceptable > I tried to invite Devlin > however she's busy > I thought about Geri > but then again she's got children. Bluggo.

I don't know. we'll see.