heh. oh - about my "search for the existentialist woman" -- i came upon an epiphany a ways back and realised that dedicating my life towards finding an intelligent, witty, good looking, and desireable woman ( although very idealistic and quite a challenge ) may be a fun thing to do : it may also be very well impossible to fullfill - so instead of me trying to find her : i've decided to let fate work it's magic and eventually she will come to me.

such is life.
or as they say in texas :

stuff is getting better,
stuff is getting better all the time.