June 30, 2001

There will never be any omen in life from which man should guide his actions. We are left frusterated in life and any omen which we percieve is external and we are left with nothing but our own interpritation. Indeed we are like a general with his soldiers in this respect, we are given some order and then must decided how to act upon it, It is our individual decision which will decide just who is going to die and who will live. Our own judgement is the only judgement, therefore, the only omen we percieve is the one which we choose to percieve. Yet our own individual is ambiguous, i have long believed that my body was more the tool and my mind was the user. I have changed my mind, I believe that the self is simply something assembled by the mind to interact with the world it percieves, the self is designed and built for this world. The moment the world changes and becomes something other than the world the self was built for one of two things happines (1) The body abandones the self and builds a new one (2) The self is updated and changed to fit into this new world. This relates to the experience of aging and the changes in taste and thought which take place during this process. You can do well to identify with your self-concept because that is who/what you are, however, you are fleeting and will decay/die/change to fit the needs of your body in a changing world. The moment this world changes you stop existing and a new self is sewn to the mind in order to continue to exist, Indeed, our minds can not handle a paradox in reality and this is exactly because our minds are designed for a world without paradox, however, if a paradox comes to be then a new self will come to lite. One which can deal with the paradox. Since the only judgement is our own, and we are ambiguous and fleeting being, should we judge or decided ?... How can there be any natural law when the only natural law that we perceive is most likely only a side affect of the design of our selfs for this world ??....


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