June 20, 2001

So what if James was drunk when he posted? Ive been drunk when I post before, allkeyhol is not the devil. I sayd, not de' debil! Life goes on. Drinking is a perfectly natural thing, and all those prudes out there who against it only dont like it for one of two reasons: 1 someone they know died from a result of alchyhol. 2. they have never tried it.
I must say, two? What do you weigh? 20lbs? 25? Good god! I would love to see you after you've had about 8 or 9 drinks in you. Tequilla makes a mean drunk. Vodka makes a sick drunk. Burbon makes a funny drunk. Beer makes an asshole drunk. Scotch makes a depressed lonely drunk.
New subject now. Ive grown wierry of the other one...
Well I just hope bonnie has a good trip. Maybe I will see her in about 5 days.
Im glad school is over. I have a lot to think about this summer. Priorities, where they lie, and such...
Too much to do, and so very little time left for anything.
In the event that my plane is bombed, highjacked, blows up, crashes, or disappears, I would just like to tell you all one thing that I have probably said many times before...oh well.
Here it goes...
There are many things we say and do to make others think or feel a certain way about us. We put up masks and act different toward one than we would to another. We wonder why people dont like us, or do like us. At the risk of sounding a little too cliche', I would like each of you to know that you are important, Im not sure to whom, but you are still important. You can make the decision to separate yourself from the flock, or you can follow the stream. In the end you will die either way. The flock to the slaughterhouse, the vagabond will die of thirst hunger or cold... those things are irrelevent. all of them. the only thing that matters is wether or not you enjoyed it while it lasted. you can come back to any moment you wish to. all you have to do is make it worth it. who cares if you dont make someone happy. who cares if you dont go to college, clean your room, pay the bills on time, dont have any money for the necessities... the only thing you must think about is whether or not you are important enough to live your own life. you are all important. you just have to remember not to focus on anything but whats here, right now. screw em all. every last one of them. just as long as your happy. dont die regretting your life... live looking forward to watching it all over again. I have the philosophy that in life we meet many people. Each person we encounter has a particular trait that is theirs and only theirs. They can not change it, nor can they destroy it. This "gift" (so to speak) is something that everyone who encounters the person gets. We each take a little bit of that gift to make us who we are. The gift can be bad, or good. It does not matter, all that matters is that you know its there. So ask yourself one question... what is my contribution to the world?
and remeber that there are somethings you cant change. So why worry. Just shrug, and remember...so it goes.

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