oh.
and i notice there was hostility towards my first intentional fall from grace. more specifically - the profuse usage of the word " fucking ". it makes me laugh, really it does. the word fuck, and the connotations used with it - are almost always used by people who have no real point to make but just want to bitch and whine and throw words around.

and also :
i wasn't bragging - i was posting.
the board exists to express yourself. what you feel. what you do.
i took it upon myself to try and tell everyone what it felt like to be intoxicated - and looking back, it wasn't all that bad... there was no pink elephants, and no funzo happiness. so you know what that means? I probably wont ever do it again. as i still remember what i was aggrivated for - so it doesnt exactly "make you forget" as much as as all the stigmas say - which sucks. i was truely hoping to drown thought perminately.

one day i'll tell you all how my life is.
and all the things i've been through.

that'll be fun eh.