You know what really bugs me, as I evesdrop on my husband's conversation? When people say "I am sorry" in the wrong place. Example, "I'm sorry, but I really like N'SYNC." or "I'm sorry, but abortion is murder." What are these people sorry about? THEY ARE NOT SORRY!! If anything they are happy to make this point. "I'm sorry, but I just ran over your dog." This I am far more inclined to believe.

being sick isn't the funnest thing to do... jamesto the 2nd i feel your pain now i am having very painful tummy cramps and i sucked it up and went to school because you were and you were not damn you i hope you burn in hell

on a differnt note saterday was fun but no1 showed up you bastards!!!

this weekend im going up to canada and it will be fun im going up for the Tiger Balm its a international tournament i am fighting in it so every1 hope for me to kick some ass

i will bring back lots of new words and use them now that im rambling i will leave

damn it!

Ah the link of the day...
what concerns me most is..
Zach, you're referring to me as A N E now??? stupid James and his stupid nickname for me.

Back to school after a three week break... how joyful.

It's nice being back here in Washington, though I miss it back there with all the pretty snow and funzith skiing and fights... ect. PLAH! I want to go back!!! The snow is gone now, sure, but oh fucking well!

LOL... Monday... school... at Bethel... EWWWWWHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYY.... hehe :)

I think that it is only right and proper that I get the fun clases... photography (love it) aerobics (dislike this) world history (I get to be the only junior there, oh yeah) and of course culture diversity (meep?)

AWHHH HA HA HA...

.............................................................................................................

So how are all of you lovely slugs doing? What is this talk I hear about a 'gathering'? hmmm...

First.

Thanks to zach for killing a good percentage of my neurons...

seriously...

i will never look at another old person again...

never....never....never...

second...ugh..
finals...work...finals...work...

no time for anything...

but anyway, james, when is that thing on friday that you were talking about? i know it was toward the end of march, but i'm not sure of when...

and i wanted to come down and say hi, talk to zacho again, since its been awhile...see mr. jimmy...

oh and bring down the gamecube for some smash bros. melee fun.

yes...that would be fun...and i'm getting a little sick of seattle...for the moment...probably cause its being paired with work...school...work....

james are you haveing a poker night and your brother needs to help ummmm... can i help? i dont like poker but i need somthing to do and that sounds great so yea get a hold of me and let me know!!

doode that link of the day was wrong

Mike you need someone to shoot you just give me some paint and il make it happen!!

pishahhh!! late night oral sex is good!

well ok now i cant do anything parints suck and so does my car i now need new tires!!(damn) and mike man you better be in school on monday and if you want we can do somthin later today if i have any $$

what happened to WARG?
and all i have to say is pishahh!!

zach-o.
you bastard.
i love you.
you bastard.
...
you bastard.
wait.
you bastard.
did I mention your bastard-ness?
yes, yes I believe I did.
you bastard.

zach just reminded me that i'm a member of this group. i joined, said hi to you boys, and completely forgot. oops.
speaking of forgetting-- why havent jimmoi or james come and seen me?

This is some seriously depressing shit. Then again, it makes me feel a little better. We may have a fucked up country, but nothing that bad.
Dickheads like Attorney General John Ashcroft may be hard at work fucking us out of our civic rights-but at least we have clothes on our backs and food in our bellies.

Of course, maybe if our country were a little more simple, events like the entire Enron cluster-fuck wouldn’t be happening. Or, even better, if we had a democrat in the White House.

Instead we’d have NAFTA. Oh wait, we already have NAFTA. Fuck.

Well, I’m sure the unemployment rate in Mexico is doing fine because of this little gem of “free trade.” Never mind the unemployment rate in Flint Michigan (7.1% at the end of 2001-half again more than the national average).

Why does a shithole like Flint come to mind? Because they used to have GM auto plants, until they moved to Mexico where the people will work a week for less than their American counterparts make before lunch. Well, that’s okay, because they do really shitty work to make up for it.

Twenty years ago, GM sucked because they couldn’t engineer their way out of a wet paper bag. Now, they suck because the people making their vehicles don’t speak any goddamned english, on top of the fact that they wouldn’t care if they could.
Yet American car companies still wonder why Japanese have such a large market share...maybe it’s the idea that a highly skilled work force can produce highly complex machines a little better? Hiring engineers that didn’t get their degree at a community college might have something to do with it too. That’s okay, because Bush (being a Republican puppet) will impose import tariffs to help our economy. Oops, he doesn’t even have the balls for that.

I’m ranting again.

Fuck it, let’s keep going, and maybe back on topic.

McCarthyism-not just your grandfather’s fascism anymore. Only it’s Ashcroftism now.

...

doesn’t have the same ring to it.

Okay so maybe it hasn’t been that bad yet, but the possibility certainly exists. We’re only a few [very short] steps away from a 1984-ish hell. Apparently the Bill of Rights doesn’t apply when rich old white guys are worried about no longer being rich. Maybe they should pay attention to the fact that before long, rich old white guys will no longer represent the majority. The baby boomers are getting old, and as we all know, old people control politics. So when a mainly liberal group (who just happen to remember and be quite frightened by Vietnam) are the only ones voting, shit is gonna happen. Just wait until “Gen X” hits the Metamucil age. Oh, boy will that be fun.

That’s about enough for now....and quite disjointed, too. I’ve been doing that a lot lately....maybe getting more sleep would help...

Später.

Hmm...any Jimmi day tonight?

Später.

ok well now i know mike didnt have a ha\eart attack and he is just bleeding from the ulsers in his tummy!! well damnit mike we need toi do somthing tomarrow like all day lan gamin or somthin i have a few bucks if your not dead or hospitalised then ill come get you and we can go... but if not damnit i need to come over!! ill try and get a hold of James and see how your doin..
call me Mike 847 4837


the reason i spell the f word like i do is cuz im in school and theyt all suxor major a$$ and this is the only way i can cuss so blow me down biznaches
cup of noodles owns your SOUL!!!!

what the hell happened with mike i never saw him at school and i just been told that he had a heart attack? wtf man your like really f(_)cked up and i meen i need the gimp man to hang out with school is gettin boring and ( we need to smoke thies peaple with fatties!!!) inside joke between us.. well i need info so if anyone has any post it or e mail me TDKTiny@cs.com

Hey, what's up with young mr. collins? I, in a very off-the-cuff manner, said he was dying during second period, by the end of the day Alec was in a panic trying to get info. OOPS! So? Heather, whose birthday was yesterday, stopped by Monday and told Jerry that Mike had a heart attack.

wow we are posting!! damn Mike were the hell have you been your not at school your not on your comp and you arn"t calling me wtf man!? anyone know were Mike is can you let me know ive beed tryin to get a hold of him but i cant and he needs to get his ass in school or he"ll br workin at S & S Tire all his life... well i guess its his life and he can do what he wants with it but my say is GET YOUR ASS IN SCHOOL YOU DUMB F(_)CK!!!! well on a differnt note Mr. Cox is the coolest teacher in the world he is letting me make a ring in his class, (its a project i know) but my ring would be classifyed as a wepon i'll have to show it to you when im done
well im off to zee tha wiz tha dumbazz wiz -o- Grahham!!0_o
bye

everything is clearer now
life is just a dream, you know
its never ending
I'm ascending

you know you want it.

First...
wow, it seems very dead in here. very dead...

Second...
i apologize for the fact that i haven't posted...which has probably irked some of you...and others of you probably simply don't care...yeah.

Third...
i plan on posting...sometime...i won't make promises...right now i'm taking the day off from everything to catch up on everything...i have spent the last two weeks in the biggest stress pot of my life...and it only continues to get worse with these stupid college things that i have to do...i have to file this, cancel that, make this, order that....DAMNIT!

oh, and to top that off, some stupid company just charged me nearly 80 dollars because i signed up for something free a month ago and have been too busy to pay attention to it, or even use it...so now in a little bit, i'm gonna get on my phone and seriously start bitching out people...

you know, in a way, i can understand how some people snap.
(and yes, i know this is a bitch-post, but right now...its the best i've got...and that's pretty damn sad)

on another note: you bastards, you got snow? actually, i'm not too disappointed...its not like this place ever closes, even with snow...
bastards.

Being awake this early is not right.
Unless one has yet to retire for the evening (although if it's 6 am and you're just now crashing, it's not evening anymore...)

Ugh.

Snow days rock, even though I have to work (at least no one else is around) it's much easier to get actual work accomplished.
The hard part seems to be getting to the schools....at least the district vans have snow tires....and I was contemplating going to get them taken off last week, to beat the rush before April 1st.....glad I didn't get to that. I guess I'll just live with the unpleasant ride for another three weeks. It would be nice if the guys at S & S Tire actually knew how to balance a fucking tire. Come to think of it, most of the guys that work there dropped out of high school to go work there. Go figure.

From the looks of things, only one snow day this week. Damnit.


Später, and Macs rule.....

Lithium - the band

why do I mention them? Because a long time ago I put " Lithband " on my AIM user list - just a bit ago they came online, and then went offline. Too bad I didnt get to talk to them.

I was going to stop by the school today to see DS - but it seems when I took a gander outside, lo-an-behold, thar be snow all everywhere and my siblings and their friends are all googlin around the house.

son of a bitch.

I will post something important later.
fun.

Log rolls down stairs rolls over in pairs rolls over your neighbors dog, it fits on your back, its great for a snack its, LOG LOG LOG, its.. Loog Log its big its heavy its wood, its Loog log its better than bad its good, come on and get your log, your gunna love it log, come on and get your log, your gunna love it log, LOG from blammow, do do do doooo do!
ahhh yes ren and stimppy the best cartoon ever
i hate snow
mike we need to go ballin in this weather but i cant drive if you can find us a ride call me at (253) 847 4837
ok i need somthing to do i am board as hell if some1 gets on who plays diablo2 expantion im or email me at TDKTiny@ cs.com or my AIM is just TDKTiny
tanxs guys and gals
pishahh!

lalalalalalala board and i dont have anything to do
bawammo!

yes now i have second post bahhh!!! this dosn't make me happy. why? you ask because its 7:41 and there is nothing to read i felt like i could get home from work read every1s post and go work out and my night would be good but ohhh nooo!!! you peaple make me sick i was banned from even getting on the net for two weeks and i didnt miss a thing all i have to say is BONG! and i have no clue why probly cus i wached Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back and i suxored just like most other movies like it bahh im board and you peaple are gross so
mooo goodbye
stay away from weed and
fornication is great

1. damnit steven - what is your cell phone number?
2. shooba doo-whop.
3. yeaup.

ok i got first post 2 times already and i just got back you peaple make me sick i thought it would be hard to get first post but nooo all i have to do is wake up at 10 and it will be there for me to take my time sorry i didnt go last night Mike but somthin came up (ha ha ha) well
post damnit cuz i dont want first post anymore...
oh and by the way girls find ways to make a guy do what they want and i fell into that trap she wanted me to do somthin and she fucked me to do it now tell me is that a bad thing or a good one?

Napster I'll be there at around 11:15-11:25....somewhere in there.....what else do I need to know?
nbradbury@mac.com

I am back! yes, it has been a long time and my comp has been messin up, so i can now post YAYYYYYY!!!!! Mike are you too sick to go to Sherry's tonight? and what about Orion that lan gammin place? ok well back to fixin my comp see you all later.

WARG! Moo

My post of this morning has...vanished...ok then. It was early in the morning, I'm never sure what the hell is going on until at least eight.

Napster: Whereabouts do you live? A ride is not out of the question.

Apple won a technical GRAMMY:
"As the leading architect in bringing computer technology into the studio and revolutionizing the way music is written, produced, mixed, recorded and creatively imagined"
First computer company to win a GRAMMY.
Show me one non-industry award Microsuck has received for doing good and/or creative....not gonna happen.
SO: Mac critics can kiss my ass. Not "Real world." Pure bullshit.
(the preceding was generally and mainly due to Wiard the Hutt.)

A tip to you, my associates: Don't do your job too well, or you'll end up doing work your slow and/or incompetent coworkers didn't/couldn't/wouldn’t. Then, you'll get a shitload more of your own work, and you'll get bitched at for not getting it all done.

I went to Spanaway Lake twice this week. That exceeds my normal monthly average. In fact, that's 200% more than my normal monthly average. At least I didn't have to work in the girl's locker room, as one of my male coworkers had to.
Now, you may think that going into the girl’s locker room at a high school doesn’t sound all that bad. Well, when you’re a male employee, it’s very dangerous. The possibility for career-ending trouble is very high. Now, take in mind that we do go to great length to ensure nothing untoward can occur-from making the instructor clear every student out before we enter, to yelling in the door three times asking if anyone is present, even locking the door and posting a guard. Still, it’s a nerve-wracking time spent working in a dangerous area like that. If anything were to happen, it would be ugly You develop tunnel-vision (“I only see what it is I need to fix, and the path from there to the door. Nothing else exists”)

Anyhow….I’m not entirely sure where I was taking that. Ranting again. After a day like today, it’s amazing I am able to form anything resembling a sentient thought.

A great man once said:

Ugh

And I couldn’t agree more.

Später.

BECAUSE I SAID SO

and by the way.
if you want xiao xiao goodness-
go here

bitches.

it's been a while, but guess what...

I'M BACK! HAHAHAHA...

That's right, your friendly neiborhood psyco is back here in Spanagraham. :)

today was just a fun day of link-ness.
so I figured I'd throw this one in before the end of it.
hee.

REPENT GOD DAMNIT

also-
Joe is gone until tuesday.
that means I get to be B-man
you know what that means?
that means I get FIFTEEN DOLLARS AND THIRTEEN CENTS an hour instead of my normal rate. HOO DOGGIES.

also.
andrew.
that link ( altho fun ) is old.
oldschool.
get with the times man.
;)

Hmm….Saturday, say you?
Well, shit.
I was planning on being drunk elsewhere, but I can do Shari’s first. Of course, by the time we’ll be done, I’ll just go home and crawl into bed...Friday night/Saturday morning will have be enough of that for one weekend.
And as far as bowling-well, I suck, and they don’t have shoes big enough (at least I doubt they do), but if it’s happening late enough in the day (that is, a while after dark), count me in...

Somebody clue me in as to the approximate times.

Später.

so I took a test. . .

NOooOOooOoo!

...
it was a stupid test anyway.

I'm tired and pissed off, so - turns on gruntspeak

Newspaper - job - they not want you
Drive - gas low - money... wait money no have.
Walk in - they no hire - nobody hire - walk outside, whisper "fuck you too then", drive next place
Home, bored - sit on ass - call back places in two days.

And that's how it goes. Fucking awesome.
Now - as is my unsaid job, I doubt just about everything which comes from James' mouth.
Is there 'feminine spice' on this here board, or is it just Collins on another name, hell - maybe its jeff.
Have I not posted for a few days ? ( maybe it was weeks ? ) No, I havent, which brings me to a small point.

I hate vague shit - for instance "gaming place" is vague. What -the fuck- is "gaming place" is that the arcade in a movie theater, the multi colored plastic ball pit at some Chuck E Cheese place ? ( I don't give a fuck how you spell the name of the place. )
Vague, it pisses everyone off.
someone scans a crowd of about a hundred people and says " Hey you, call 911 "
Not so vague, people kinda like that
same little someone with the crowd " Hey you! Fatman with hair on yer body like a damn sweater! Call 911 "


Nods his head once in affirmation Yup. I'm bored. I wanna go do something - whos got ideas on 'get togethers' ?
Zacko can ... oh wait - ha, no he can't come too.

<< Behold the power of Second Post!! >>

and I did stop by the gaming place.
and I did speak with this " dee " person.
and things did go well.
and my father continues to say : " YOU SHOULD HAVE THEM PAY YOU! "
and I say " I dont really care if I get money, I just wanna do it "
and yeup.

tomorrow I stop by the gaming place.
to talk some talk.
and see if I can get my claws into the place.
and do some stuff.
and make the " half-assed-ness " into something JAMES-O

mwa hahah

I will conquer.
and all shall fall.

Wow-Little Collins, that was more disjointed than I would have thought possible, even from you. Have you been smoking your breakfast? Please, either take less of what you’re on, or share more with others.

Good movie-“Caveman’s Valentine” Just see it.

Winter Olympics-“The Qualitative Olympics”
Explain to me how figure skating makes more sense than the Biathalon. Or how about “Ice Dancing?” HOW THE FUCK DOES “ICE DANCING” DESERVE TO BE AN OLYMPIC EVENT?!?!?!?!?!?! Seriously. The biathalon tests actual skill and endurance. Ski, shoot, ski, shoot. It’s not easy, and takes a great deal of (useful) athletic skill to pull off. Ice skating that doesn’t involve conflict-fairly useless. Okay lets look at it this way: put three hockey players and 30 figure skaters in a room; tell me which three dudes walk out. Bingo. Fuck the winter Olympics. Only thing worse than an actual jock is a pansy on skates trying to be a jock.

Know what, fuck the summer Olympics too. I’ll stick to racing, where steroid use is not advantageous. A true team sport. If one guy on the team fucks up, nobody gets paid. There are no guaranteed paychecks in auto racing (except in the higher-up forms, I.E. Formula One, where the drivers get paid per year). There is no “rebuilding year” for racing. Either you won or you didn’t. If you didn’t, you probably won’t get sponsorship next year. AND FUCK NASCAR.

So “Pulp Fiction” is coming on now.

Später.

Funny thing.

A bit ago I was at work and I was thinking " hot damn, Ive got this weekend off. But the more I thought about all the great time I would have - the more I got to thinking " what am I going to do with all that time? " - and I kept thinking, trying to think " so what am I going to do? " - and the more I thought the less I came up with. I thought more - and by now you should realise that I've been doing a lot of thinking and my lunch break was almost over - and then I found what I was going to do. Absolutely nothing. Im going to sit around on my ass and wait to start working again. Great. Because Ive come to the conclusion that once you start working you get into a mentality which consists of " life is working " and when you're not working - you dont feel alive. It is weird. So here I am. And I feel like stacking boxes, and Im not. And Im just sitting here. Waiting to go back to work. Sure - time off is nice. But really ...

I think work sucks out a part of your soul which makes you want to not-work. Oi.

MagDaDun.... dun know how to use AOL.... if you would like to point and laugh at her, or have a nice conversation with someone you dont know, and some casees fook with her in MANY diff ways.... please go ahead .... she has ben marked :) ( is not responcable for any allagations.... ) she contacted me..... thinking i was someone elce.... therefore... free game :) HAVE FUN BOYS

MaxPowers-yet....still....lazy....fix.....bah

I like cheese... =) Cows make cheese ya'know.... ive been in the hospital for 1 day... because the meds they gave me made me bleeeeed inturnaly.... now i have ulsers and no homework done for any classes... Moo...
Latly i have been wondering where have all the glimpses of zach~o, jimmy and james all on the couch, or the waking up to something wet dripping from the cilling... or having to sneez to get the substance ive yet to find out what it is, out of my nose.... all of these things are missing from my home.... i wonder where they have gone... oh i know.... The Butt Moved to Some place, the SEX doesnt come around as much anymore, and the ? works like a boswaniaian.... makes me cry, but hay, i can now sleep with out having some large asian on me, or waking up to jimmys " How the hell did my but get up in the air" heh he heh..... well, james like an ass will prolly delet this so..... damn..... TOO BAD I OWN YOUR SOUL JAMES!!! * goes back to TRYING to do fooking work for mis D's class....... sux that my computer is down :(
and i have been EQ free for 12 days.... Go me... im still not gunna pay 4$$ till the end. cuz ive had things like this RIP ME OFF ..... and i can see aaron puting all this together JUST to Yoink 4$$ from me... and JUST ME...YOU KNOW IT!!!!
i have spoken.


Max Powers- to lazy to get his computer working....- and hax0red jameses account....

Ugh.
Long week, getting shit ready so all you ungrateful little fucks can go back to classes....(any non-Bethel students can ignor the previous statement)

In other news, the Olympics are a joke.

...

Wait, that's not news. At least the winter Olympics, with the exception of the Biathalon-that's a real sport. Ski, shoot, ski-not easy. Hell, it was even in a James Bond movie. Okay, so it was one with Timothy Dalton as Bond, but it was a Bond movie nonetheless.

Of course, I've taken part in the Redneck Biathalon. Instead of skis, you have pickup trucks. Taking the place of highly accurate target rifles are 12 gauge shotguns. Oh yeah. Being that plenty of beer is typically consumed prior to and during the event, instead of carefully placed targets, you shoot at everything that moves. Occasionally, and due to the aforementioned alcohol, targets may include fellow participants and/or their vehicles. Thankfully, the level of inebreation reached usually keeps serious injury from occuring.

Onward.....

Religion:
I agree with what James said fully. That is, the actions of your typical "religious" person go against everything their religion stands for. The way they press their beliefs upon others is also bothersome. Take into account the "Reverend" Jerry Fallwell. He is one of the biggest walking bags of horseshit ever. Then we get into the likes of Pat Buchanon(sp?). Fuck. Don't get me started.

Anyway....I think that's about it....Is anyone going to be at Shari's tonight? I might make an appearance if so.

Später.

Hi Boys!

I stacked over 100 000 boxes within three days

thats right - the foreman even noticed. It was great. But moving on to things of more importance.

First - let me state that I did not know that lent was in rememberance of " Jesus running off to the desert " - and you shot me down pretty good with the semantic of it being " a reminder " instead of " a parralell " - so to a further extent, my beef was deflated hardkore, yes - with a " K ". Not only that - but as bradbury pegged - yes I do have a bit of something against religion. Against religion itself? No ... against those who say one thing and have their foot half-way into something religious and then half-ass it the other way, and then all the time ride the " holier than thou " train of goodness? Oh yes.

With that done.

DS has come up with another debate - which I shall add my measly two cents worth about.

SLAVE LABOUR in boswania.
If you know me, you know my views about boswania.
I dont care about boswania.
I will never visit boswania.
I do not know anyone in boswania.
Otherwise, they wouldnt be in boswania.
and boswania would not be boswania.
the denzins of boswania? I do not care for them.
You mentioned Gwam. Although I do acknowlege where Jeff came over on a boat - anything more is a reference to boswania.
therefore of no interest, or care, to me.
so. sucks to live in boswania eh?
what else is new.
-ta da-

wasnt that compelling eh?

and last but definately not least -
I've re-invited Mike ( rigney ) again - it seems he wanted me to delete him and then re-invite him with another email - and either he hasnt checked it or is too lazy to get his ass around to doing what he needs to do ( DAMN THAT SEX MACHINE! ) - I also re-invited Mr. Parker ( James ) - and hopefully he'll be able to help us with some incite on working at a glass factory. A nice move away from boxes. And I also have invited two women - one a very esoteric odd one, and the other a very easy-going normal one. Hopefully they'll add some woman-estrogenic-spice to the board.

-end.

If you need something to be upset about, be upset about this. It is a company called Shin Won in Guatemala that makes clothes for the Gap.

The minimum wage for the garment sector in Guatemala is approximately a daily rate of Q$28.00 (about US$3.60). Excluding overtime and bonuses, workers receive about Q$425 every 15 days (about US$54.00). If bonuses, production incentive pay, and overtime pay are included, workers are supposed to receive about twice the amount quoted above, or roughly Q$1,800 a month (US$226.00). This is well below the established poverty line for Guatemala. The U.S. Department of Labor, Office of International Economic Affairs, stated in a 1999 report that the poverty line in Guatemala was about Q$2,109.00 a month (US$307.00).

I am adding a addendum per the comments. The point I was trying to make here was the exploitation of labor via capitalism. The Gap corporation can afford to pay their workers a living wage. They opt not to so as to provided lower costs to consumers and fill their own pockets. Go to behindthelabel.com and see the shacks where these people live on the wages they earn then tell me that what is happening is reasonable.

not mud, what is your problem with those of us observing Lent? You have no faith in this religion and practice, nor do many of us who are participating in this Lent activity, so what is all the rage about? It is not as if we are making a mockery of something important to you.

I perused the internet and found some items that may be of interest to you regarding Lent. They are all from Catholic websites.

Lent is a season of soul-searching and repentance. It is a season for reflection and taking stock. Lent originated in the very earliest days of the Church as a preparatory time for Easter, when the faithful rededicated themselves and when converts were instructed in the faith and prepared for baptism. By observing the forty days of Lent, the individual Christian imitates Jesus’ withdrawal into the wilderness for forty days.
by Ken Collins, KenCollins.com
[Imitating Jesus' withdrawal into the wilderness, not imitating the anguish of being nailed to a cross.]


In Lent, it's traditional to give up something(s) that we do a lot of and that we find pleasure in. This 'giving up' is done as a discipline, as a reminder of Christ's sufferings and what our true pleasures are as followers of Christ, and as an act of sorrow over our sin. Sometimes we don't notice how certain things we do have gained power over us and dictate our actions. In Lent, we discover these things and give them up so that God can be in charge.
[Not only do I swear a lot, but I do quite enjoy it. Same goes for sweets. It is a reminder of suffering, not a parallel of the suffering.]


Q: What are appropriate activities for ordinary days during Lent?

A: Giving up something we enjoy for Lent, doing of physical or spiritual acts of mercy for others, prayer, fasting, abstinence, going to confession, and other acts expressing repentance in general.
[I gave up two things that I enjoy.]

No, I am not jumping on the Christian bandwagon, nor do I aspire to be a good Catholic. I celebrate Christmas and I am not a Christian. I celebrate my husband's birthday and it is not my birthday. I have participated in Rosh Hashanah and I am not a Jew. Sometimes we do things because they make us a more well-rounded person or a better person.

PS If you consumed only bread and water you would get scurvy. But I bet you would like that because it would cause the suffering you so seem to wants us to endure.

To suffer like Jesus suffered.

I have come to the conclusion that Lent is nothing more than half-assed, watered-down, religious, dogmatic bullshit. I will explain this in a couple of examples, and specifically show how they do not, in any shape manner or form, show any " suffering " and more-less, " suffering like Jesus suffered."

The first being " not to curse " - cursing consists of " Fuck, Shit, God-damn, Mother-fucker, Asshole, Darn, Heck, Damn, Hell, Jesus Christ... " and the list an go on and on. Life is rather easy not to curse, in fact there are people who live without lent and not cursing. To make this half-assed suffering more like Jesus, I propose that it be changed to a vow of silence. To not speak to anyone for the duration of lent would show more suffering, although not be anywhere near Jesus', than " not cursing "

The second being " not eating ( insert whatever ) " - this seems to be a popular " suffering " - although again, half-assed. I believe that I wont eat pizza anymore. Whoop-de-shit. You've given up nothing. I believe I will give up eating french-fries. LA DA DE. Jesus had to carry a heavy cross down a road, and then was proceeded to be nailed to it. To suffer much the same way, you are avoiding one sort of food. My proposition? To eat nothing but bread and drink nothing but water - there you go. How about bread and water? And no, not water, with bread and peanut butter and jelly. Just bread. Just water. Thats it. Again - that would be suffering, but nowhere near as jesus suffered.

Thirdly - " Im not going to wear jeans " - this is so ... I wont even touch it. Along the same lines " Im not going to wear anything " is sort of inappropriate for our times. so I couldnt come up with anything along the lines of clothing. This is how bad this is, I cannot even come up with a better version of it - because there is no bloody way ( can you come up with a better, like minded mode of ' suffering' ? )

Fourthly - " Im not going to have sex " - close, but no cigar. Unless your married, you shouldnt be having sex anyway ( this is if you are following some form of other religious idealism ) - but in the event you've just decided to PICK UP LENT FOR SOMETHING TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL BETTER - then abstaining from sex is a grand idea. Although still, nowhere near the suffering of jesus, and half-assed. You'll go home and masturbate - " Hey I said sex, not masturbation " - or you'll go home and look at pornography - " Hey I said sex, not watching sex " - or you'll go home and you'll get a blowjob - " Hey I said sex, not sodomy. " - and so it goes and so it goes. This proposition is easy - Celibacy. All forms of sexuality what-so-ever are null and void for you. whee.

But as you see - I have stated that none of these are close to, or match, the ' suffering of jesus ' - because there isnt a god-damned single one of you who can match that. Our times are different, and you've got plenty of laws protecting you from any sort of suffering. You're all sheltered by the government and dont even fear God anymore. You come up with half-assed shitty concepts for things that once meant something. The point is not to " suffer like Jesus " but to attempt to suffer like Jesus. To make some sort of effort to inflict suffering onto yourself, to show that you too can bear suffering for the greater good. The majority of those I've interviewed have already " failed " whatever they gave up for lent. It makes me wish that half way through his big spiel Jesus said " you know what, i cant take this - so Im just going to give up " - that would have been a better Jesus for all of you to suffer like. Suffer like the half-assed Jesus. Suffer like the Jesus who quit.

So what do you think?
( also, this would have been a much beter post, but it got deleted twice, so I just got pissed off and did the jist of it ) augh.

so I got home and fell asleep.
feh.
in other news :



it makes you think really.
I mean really makes you think.

Yes, I'm Back

First off-Work related injuries do not rule, they sucketh very much. L & I will find every imaginable way to screw you in any orifice they can. If you get hurt at work, SAVE ALL THE PAPERWORK. Until you retire. Because they have a way of losing records that comes in handy-to them. Say you hurt your back at work. Say this is a minor injury, easily recovered from. Now say this happens three or four times in twenty years of work. Then you need surgery and are told that this is a "pre-existing" condition, because they have no records of previous job-related injuries. YOU GET SCREWED.

Also, if L & I ever tries to send you to an IME (Independant Medical Examination), hire an attorney BEFORE you go. I've learned all this from the (recent) experiences of my coworkers....

That's all....for now

Später

when I get home.
be expecting a big rant on LENT.
heh.

I'm back.

holy shit, I hope I'm not alone when I say - Cut out that bold type bullshit!

second post -

so here is the deal - we go out to show steve's crew ( that's rose and joe ) the fascinating activity that is " ROAD SKIING " - and we had a great time. Although we couldnt find the UBAR ROAD that zach-o had pointed out earlier, so we decided to tear up zach-o's old stomping grounds. Right down his road in front of his house, and yes - we pissed on the mormon's church grounds. So back and forth we went and got three or four good zooms with sparks a-plenty until Joe casually informed us all that :

THAR BE A GUY IN THAT THAR WINDIE WIFA PHOEN!

and the reminder of what happened last time the poh-leese was called on us, the warning " BAIL BAIL BAIL " was quickly thrown about, and we were nowhere to be seen. But this is not the entire story by far - in fact, this isnt exactly the story Im posting to tell. Asides from some car with bright headlights ( which we had thought were rose&joe but upon later talking, confirmed that they had actually taken a right and bailed out on us and that bright-lighted car was following US until I casually parked our car in the driveway of some house and turned it off. ... hah! ) - we got out of there relitavely easily. A little too easy. I had thought we bit it this time for sure.

So we all rendevous at shari's - said " HOT DAMN THAT WAS CLOSE " - said our goodbyes - and went along our each seperate ways. This is where it gets odd.

Me and michael are driving down meridian and there is a car behind us. a police cruiser passes by us in the opposite direction - and michael says " there is a police car " - and in response the car behind us speeds up and passes me on my left. I thought this was steven and jimmoi in the other TZA car - and smiled to myself. Until I realised it was another police cruiser - and that is what Michael was talking about. Two cruisers within 2 seconds of eachother.

" Looks like they're searchin for someone!"

michael and I both joked. The police cruiser then, ahead of us, stopped by a stop light to take a left. When we had gotten within a couple yards of the car, it then took an abrupt right turn from one end of the road to the other - very quickly. I was taken off guard ... and slowed down none-the-less. Looking out the right window we saw something which seemed to be two police cruisers had had a collision of some sorts. Either that or one of them just exploded for no apparent reason. One car we couldnt see well, but the obvious damage to one police cruiser included an adjar and dis-connected rear door, and a messed up trunk. the car which took the abrupt right turn slowly approached the scene, and there was my car driving right by the whole mess.

the thing is. this was on my right side.
what is on the right side you ask?
well it's yellow. and it stands out on my big red car.
and it says but one thing :

TZA

now this may seem to be nothing big. whoop-de-shit, a police cruiser got thrashed. But upon thinking further on the matter, I had come to the idea that maybe the reason we " got off so easily " was because ... well ... maybe in response to such a phone call - being they've had such " disturbances " before and not pulled anyone in - quickly rushed to the scene. Because the ironic thing about the whole episode was they were thrashed just one road down, connected to the road we were skiing down, and the road I almost drove down to " escape " from - but we had thought we lost Joe and Rose. So we turned around and went the opposite way. Had we but gone the other way ... funzo.

So was it our fault? Did we cause a police cruiser accident? I damn well think we did. You know why?

because it's a better story that way.

Ok.
so in the event that you are reading this you are probably at home.
that means probably at sharis
that means probably not at the gaming place of funzo rama.
and here I am down the road.
and I dont really want to go all the way down there to get you guys.
and i dont know steven's cell phone number. BLOODY HELL.

so.... yeah.
i have to go there anyway.

Lent is hard. My house is filled with sweets. And it is all my fault. I bought 15 candy bars and a bag of Peanut M&Ms. I just stare at them. ACK! I was thinking that I would lose weight since I was not eating sweets, instead I am eating everthing else. For dinner I had a fat sandwich - cream cheese (fat), cheddar cheese (fat), avocado (fat), with onions grilled in fat, on bread fried in fat. I should have given up fat.

The Mormons came to my house today. Odd coincidence given that just yesterday I was defending their religious integrity. (Perhaps it is a sign from God that I should be a Mormon.) I agreed to meet with them again next week. Probably because one of them looked A LOT like Matt Damon. A LOT!!!!!!!

Bohemian Ink : Absurdism

because you deserve to know better.

THIS - however - is appropriate for school viewing. hee hee.

sharis. tonight.
11.30pm

be there if you can.
dont be if you cant.
really.
that simple.
and dont click here if you're at school. if you arent, and want a good laugh - hot damn click away.

Be a bartender - you'll know what harassment is, sexual and otherwise.

Most of what you've said here is speculation, the extremes. Nothing, I believe that I believe I haven't answered already. However, it seems I need to do it again.

Be - you -, open your mouth when they want it closed, never do something purely for someone else - do it for you, be aggressive or get fucked

DS, I find it amazing that you're enflamed by the rantings of these young men, as if they/we knew anything. However - lets for one instant look at what you wrote.
I, for one am usually more attracted to older women than younger ( not much older though, wouldnt want to date mom ). That however is all a matter of taste though, isn't it ?
Starving yourself too look like women on Maxim is a matter of choice, not forced upon anyone. Sounds corny, but, never heard of "beauty is in the eyes of the beholder" ? Look good for yourself, exercise for you, be healthy - for you -. Fuck others, have someone like you for you. Weight has its limits mind you, but the female form is exquisite, still with some weight. Look at fertility figure carvings, most are of heavier set women with large breasts.
Be quiet about sexual harassment ? It goes both ways, even men arent comfortable in some situations - rare as it may seem. Like I stated weeks ago - " fuck em " - "em" as in everyone, they want your mouth closed ? Open it!

Piss ya off ? Probably have, I seem to be quite good at that althought I don't intend it that way ( as is the way with those that speak their mind ).

I know this is going back a few days but please tell how it is that we, women, make you, men, so insecure.

Is it is because we earn seventy cents to every dollar you earn?

Is it because we get called sluts if we have a sex with a number of partners, whereas, you men are heroes if you do?

Is it because we get to starve ourselves to be thin enough to look like the girls on the cover of Maxim and you guys are considered sexy even if you are John Goodman-fat?

I know, it is because when women turn thirty they are old and undesirable but men in their fifties and sixties, Sean Connery, Harrison Ford, Michael Douglass, are still blazing hot.

Wait, I bet it is because when we complain of sexual harassment we are told to be quiet and accept it as a compliment.

Sorry, I have to go and find some asshole to exploit me and take advantage of me. You know, those quality guys might treat me nicely or something.

What is this?

oh ... oh yes.

HOT DAMN

cowboy bebop 0wnz your soul.

WHO'S ON SWING SHIFT NOW, BITCH?

thats right. Me. And not only do I have the 13th off ( FISHBONE! ) - but I also have the 14th off - and I have ONE GRAND in the bank - and everything just looks to be swell.

no big debate stuff - and dont really have much of anything else to shoot out either.

ill post later. i have to go to sleep tonight at one in the morning. meaning i have to stay AWAKE until then.

O_O

a quick bit before I run off to work -

DS briefly stopped by to state " what about men being insecure to allow women to have power? " - to this I merely say that I would not chalk insecurity up to JUST MEN'S FAULT. Take - for instance - you get an abused child from an abusive relationship and give him/her to a good family without abuse or any abuse related activity - the child will most definately be insecure. always waiting to be hit. always waiting to be yelled at. always waiting for " ITS YOUR FAULT " - reguardless if it was or not. From your stance, you're saying that it is the abused child's fault for being insecure.

What I am proposing is that men are insecure BECAUSE of women and their wiley ways. They are insecure because women are generally insane. Which would then again take you to my previous post. So by blaming men's insecurities for the reasons that women aren't in power, I believe is just the same as blaming women themselves. Women make men insecure. Simple fact.

And those that are secure? Oh - womanizing pussy-mongrels, assholes, and the ones that women will leave a 'good guy' for because the 'good guy' is too much of a sap and will do anything they say. " nice guys finish last " so it goes. I have a striking thought that women want assholes and to be treated badly. But that, ah - is a different post/debate all together.

I am so glad that I picked today to look back into slugs. Nothin' this gal likes better than porn!

Anyway, not mud, thanks for the great insight on men and women. How long have you been working on those theories? How about a woman has not been elected president because men are too insecure about themselves to give women any kind of power?!!!!
Plus, I will have to remember the sticking out my boobs thing. That is a classic.

Falafel, tomorrow, room 107, third lunch.

guh - little do I remember that half of you are still in school.
graduate or something god-damnit.
in any event - my UBAR pictures can be reached with the link below.

( grumbles )

DONT CLICK HERE BECAUSE YOU'rE IN AN EDUCATIONAL FACILITY! WHOOO HOWOFOOPAOEROOOOROFOORO!

. . .but at least I got first post!

Hello slugs:

I had a post, but I forgot it. In any event, it's been requested, due to popular demand or someone's insecurity that I leave. I don;t know which. but, in either event, good-bye all.

HOT DAMN

its like there is a party in my pants and everyone is invited
BUT ME.

I might get moved to swing shift ( whee )

HOT DAMN

The link of. the day.

kicking the bee's nest worked

and it seems to have got us some good posts. I am sad, however, that the majority of them seem to be "anti-andrew" posts instead of "anti-sept-11" - but hey, cant win them all. mind you - i do hope andrew understands that although we may critisize his beliefs ( and he may critisize mine, or anyone elses ) - that a level of respect be maintained on both sides. Sure I dont agree with andrew - but does that mean he is composed of sub-intelligent material? I would think not. Just making sure everyone remembers this. ;)

also - ive decided to give up trying to make time to learn .php and have gone on a ' hunt ' to find someone with a NICE LOOKING website whom NOBODY KNOWS and allow them to just build it all up for us, for free ( or maybe a small fee, eh ) - so if you know anyone with HTML/PHP LEET SKILLZ just email a manner in which I can contact them - and a link to one of their sites ( example of work ) - FUGGAH.

other than that... oh jeez. i didnt get a link of the day today. hum. maybe later.

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otherwise stated as :

sure we'll take your money!

heh.

what'd you say?
link of the day?
right here sonny

shove it.

you're asking yourself :

WHERE IS THE LINK(S) OF THE DAY?!

well here they are sonny!

( do you know french? )
( title is " un lapin " - which is " a rabbit " )

whee.

If someone that i know dies in a car accident, should I have to know the type of car they were driving to be able to cry? The flight numbers are totally irrelivant. You don't need to know the minor little details to know that it was a tragedy and that many people lost their lives. And as for the false patriotism, how the hell do you know it's fake? Some people don't know what they have until it's gone. Those of you who think that the flight numbers are really important seem to have something missing...a little thing called empathy.

beautiful attack bonnie - simply beautiful, and also the only good rebuttal against my, and so it seems steven's as well, lack there-of patriotism and up-and-arms about september eleventh. but considering that the " would be shout fest debate " I wanted to ensue didnt much have much going for the " good side " ( that side being the side in which me and steven werent on ) - I figure I can drop it for awhile and revive it at some later date when Jimmoi has a computer or when Bradbury shows up around town or something along those lines. when someone who can BULLSHIT DEBATE comes along to give me and steve a run for our money.

so last night at work I decided to come up with another 'debateable' subject - one that is dear and close to all of our hearts, and which should arouse the interests of even those who dont post on the board as often as they should ( or well, hopefully it would )

unfortunately - zach0 beat me through it with telepathy. I guess he got more than just jism in his brains with our last sexual encounter where I fucked him in the ear. the subject of course, is :

WOMEN

I worked on this a lot last night and came up with some conclusions. Women never look for the logic of things - they mainly do what they feel - a major reason why a woman is not president, as it lurks in everyone's minds that she'll get her period and decide to nuke some poor country like afganistan ( on a slight note - if we had a woman president I do not doubt we'd have a bigger "episode" about september eleventh than we have now ) - they are emotional. to the un-trained eye, they are illogical. but I have found a neat little trick.

Women are the most rational beings on the face of the planet

how is this so? Well what do you do when you lose something? You look for it. And when you have it - you dont look for it, right? And who is always the one looking for " reasons " to things, who is always the one looking for the " logic " behind an action instead of having a tissy-fit and fucking your best friend to get back at you - or burning your favorite collection of daft punk cds when you're off at work because you didnt call one night when you said you were going to but you forgot. Oh - wait - it sure isnt men. That's because men lack logic, and they're always trying to find it. Women, already having logic - store it away and NEVER FUCKING USE IT. So they dont look for the point of any matter. They go with the flow.

Another problem with women is they always size eachother up. Men may do this - but not to the extent of women. Men may size eachother up but everytime they do - it is damn well obvious. It is displayed. In the open. The line is drawn and each combantant/participant knows who is who. With women, there are no lines. There is no specified " contest " and there is nothing displayed. It is all subtle. It is deceptive ( as most and all women are ) - and it deals with subterfuge and the most base thing of all time : looks.

A woman walks into a ballroom party with her man. The man surveys the area and looks for other good looking women to oogle at, or maybe his pals who also got dragged to a dance. The woman takes in a deep breath and walks straight. Why, to make her breasts look larger than they are, of course - being as your breast size is always a " point " against other women. Her dress is critically analyzed and nit-picked apart by everyone who can see it from a distance, but nothing is ever said - even the man she is with - what he is wearing - what he is doing - what he says - what he looks like - how he says things - these things also are taken into consideration as to her " ranking " in this undercover game. Men are like tokens in this aspect. it has always been " notch on the bedpost " for guys - but the social aspect is all for women. and shoes. and the latest style. and hair. and their face. MAKEUP for chroist's sake. Do you think women put on makeup for other men to think they look beautiful? Hell - even when they already have a man they put on makeup - you wonder why? You think it's so that they look good for you, you silly stupid man? Oh hell no - its so that she may look better than some other girl whom she doesnt know - who secretly behind closed doors in the dark she'll call a slut and bullshit to her friends about how she gave head to some guy who nobody knows from a different school. Not only are women rational, which is to imply that although they do have the talent to be reasonable - being that they are born with it they never use it, and never search for it, and never find it of any meaning - it is to state that they are the most irrational beings on the face of the planet. They are crazy in the god-damned head. Just when you think you've got them understood they throw you a curve ball to throw you off and no other reason than that.

As of recently I've joined the ranks of my fellow associate Jimmoi.
Women are to be treated as objects.
Bought, Sold, Traded.
Like poke'mon cards.
Gotta fuck'em all.

As of recently I've also joined the ranks of my fellow associate Michael.
Women are never to be played with in the head.
Never pay attention to anything she says.
And never know their name.

And thats that.
OH! - and if you've noticed there is an option for " blogger pro "
but it costs money.

hum.

we have blood pumping through our proverbial veins, after all


How dare you steve say such bullshit how cay you spit on people who donated money even on E-bay who cares at least they gave money. And on this false patriot crap how can you say that its false because they put a flag on their car. If you remember but i doubt you do but Bush our president if you didn't know that either asked the public to put a flag on their car for support. So as a saying goes THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK!!!
posted by: Andrew
[ 02.03.2002 05:38am | no-contact ]

and on the irrelevency of his knowledge on the flight numbers, it better damn well be relevent if he's gonna make a comment like that
posted by: Andrew
[ 02.03.2002 05:43am | no-contact ]


I didnt want this to be wasted away into a comment debate only to be forgotten sometime later. wheeeeeeeeee - sooooooo :

I didnt vote for president. or at least I dont think I did.
and /
a flag does not support a dying child.
or a dying father.
or anyone dying for that matter.

a flag on your windsheild means you went a couple odd minutes out of your busy life to 1. buy a sticker and 2. place it on a windsheild.

donating money also does not contribute shit to a cause. sure - it can fund one - but money isnt everything. my heart goes out to fire-fighters who had to actually *DEAL* with the shit - but to an extent you cant consider them heros because they've been paid for however long they've been working where they work to do -JUST WHAT THEY'RE DOING- ... its a job. You dont see people getting teary eyed over me stacking boxes now do you. But in the event that box-stacking becomes something vitally needed - Im sure some shmuck will think I'm something special.

But thats not all - this is an ebay donation - meaning they dont even have to go to a red-cross donation center or whatnot and hand money to someone they dont know - they dont even have to see the money they're donating - they just check their account and make sure that ONLY THE AMOUNT they donated gets whacked away into "not their account land".

and as to the flight numbers - steven had it pegged - because I didnt say that I knew them, nor do I claim to. I am damning the whole lot of America, and myself - for their mentality. For their lack of an attention span for anything greater than 15minutes. For their literal blood-lust for anything morbid or indecent. and for their pathetic attempt at " banding together in a time of need " --- how many "brothers of america" do you see out there giving homeless people a place to stay, you've got that empty room there where your younger son or daughter moved out - why not go to seattle and pick up some bum and help him out - help him get a job. OOOoooh Noooooooooo. You may be my fellow american, but if you're not almost exactly like me and pay taxes to the mutli-headed demon called democracy, well then you can burn in the gutters for all I care.

Im tired of shit being thrown around under one guise - and once that ruse fails they just dress up the shit in another costume until that one gets dirty. shit is shit is shit. dressing it up in latex or lace or leather or silk wont change that unless you get rid of the shit and replace it with something else.

HOO DOGGIES.
Im gonna go play Armoured Core 2 now.
WHEE.

First post means - nothing - !

All hail - Second Post! ( Which is MINE! )

FIRST POST IS MINE!

How are things in Sweden...?

They are fun. A few weeks ago I was almost sent home because I was 'neglecting' learning Swedish... hahaha... And yet all is well and I am still here. I went skiing for the first time in my life a week ago... they say it's the hardest kind to do. No idea what it is called in english, only way to describe it's difference from normal skiing is that only your toes are attached to the skies and not your heel. Then I went skiing again last Sunday with Alex and his little brother. I used normal long skies.. YIPPY! I can say in all honesty that I can ski pretty well now, though I refuse to go down the steep ice hills as of yet. Don't quite have the nerve to do that on my own! :)

Other than that, school is good (yes, it's actually funzo), I'm actually paying attention to people when they speak to me in Swedish so I understand a lot and I'm trying to speak it as well (meaning that I speak svenlish), my social life is great (many interesting odd friends that like to go out and party all the time, or just sit about and chat), and I'm happy (I'm not home there in Spanagraham and I'm having the time of my life!)... what more could I ask for.

Okay so that's the end of the update of my life. If you want to know something else, ask or whatever.

something funny i thought up at work -

you know why you're a sucker?
A big, fat, sucker?

what were the two flight numbers of the september eleventh tragedy? you know you dont know - and you know you're going to quickly look it up and put the answer in the comments just so you can say you knew - because you can " say you cared " - but you didnt. you dont even know the god-damned flight numbers. all you know is that it was a tragedy. on september eleventh. 9 - 1 1, so cried the newspapers, and the radio, and the television. NINE ONE ONE - so cried you, and you bullshitted that you were suffereing from trauma so that you could skip work the next three days - and you donated 5$ on your last ebay purchase - why? because you felt sorry? no - so you could dutifully inform everyone you knew that YOU PERSONALLY had helped out the victims of ... what, what flight numbers? oh - no ... no flight numbers here buddy..

THE TRAGEDY OF SEPTEMBER ELEVENTH


i rest my case.

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Hey, whaddya know...
That was second post...

and all over a bitch-fest of my utter disregard and contempt for ... him...


and this is third post...

waahoo...i'm on a roll.

but don't feel bad, all those who covet the second post slot...not that i really actually think any of you do...

in truth, you all probably won't hear from me for another couple of days, when the paint chips off of these walls fall into my food, causing me to slip into dementia and i start posting about how dwight d. eisenhower was really judy jetson come to life...

insurmountable...utterly insurmountable.

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You know, normally i don't bitch and moan...

well i do, but not about real things or anything like that...

however, i feel like doing that today...

i am sooo damn fucking tired of all the crap i have to deal with lately...
college is great and all...but not the stupid people...

and you'd think, there wouldn't be any stupid people at college...
(yes, i have recently SHOT DEAD that naive idiot jeff version of myself)

and then there is all the bureacracy...can't live with it, can't kill it...
ugh, someone in the CIA is probably reading this and assuming that I'm the one who sent the anthrax...

oh, but believe you me, if i were going to send anthrax, it wouldn't be to the US Government....

it would be to a certain person's house...
who's name is Parr...

oh yeah...(and now i'm obsessing and venting my aggressive thoughts toward that fat Klingon Bastard/jOe SUAVO)...
i never did like him...
bastard.

course, with my luck, Parr will get anthrax, but it won't be from me,

rather another student, justifiably, will realize the evility of Parr and his clan, and try to do away with them...
but unfortunately, because of james' slug-board, the US court will see this as evidence or something...
and convict me...

then i'll be sent to jail...
oh but it doesn't end there...no no...

Parr will be sent to jail later in life, probably six month's later...
most likely for raping a pig...or better...
being arrested for doing so...
though later tests will reveal that it was just his damn fexit wife!! that's right, she's a fexit, pure 100% fexit.

so he'll end up in the same cell with me...
cause he had to survive that anthrax after all...
and he'll start to look at me...

Then he'll try to ass-rape me...

All because of bureacracy...

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Rushmore - eh. it's a movie.

You know what I'm thinking? I think I should get a cat. I don't like cats, but I don;t want another dog and I'm afraid EmmaLou's going to get lonely. Yep.

fun links for today :

SOMEONE GET AHOLD OF JAKE AND SHOW HIM THIS WEBSITE NOW GOD DAMNIT

JUST FOR JIMMOI, ZACH~0 5000, and MICHAEL

...

my eyes burn

i get frequent headaches.
i think a lot to myself.
yesterday it was a big plan to make a zine. i came up with distribution, prices, things to be in it and so on. it was great. i figured i'd work on it some more tonight.
but tonight I was thinking about being a teacher. and my recent " registration " with the community college. and all my plans for high-school reform.

sometimes i believe it may be because I am sick that I get headaches.
other times I like to entertain that it might be my own thoughts,
killing parts of my brain. self destruction. I dont know.

me and andy seem to have the same thing.
i got mine from work. suck.

I found a room to rent. its cheap. but it's with an old pal of mine - and I feel by going to him I would not be " moving out on my own " and paving my own path. I'd be eternally living at my pals house. not my place. But the urgency for me to move out is becoming stressed more and more as each moment passes. I'd compell Andy to get a job - but I dont know if he'd want to spend 200$ a month with me to get a 2 bedroom place. It'd be " the bachelor pad " - it'd be great. Or if anyone else is interested ( steven? ) we can make it three. the big place. Im definately going to buy a pool table - and preferabley people with computers would be nice - being that we can get a little LAN thing goin'. I need to find a place in puyallup. Or spanaway. I found a house for sale on a backroad in Puyallup. I thought that maybe I could buy it. but of course - a house for sale is for sale for some reason or another.

I also had a cool idea to have " the bills " be played over in a poker game. Basically all of " the bills " would be split however many ways there are people staying there ( works more with more than one person ) and then we play poker with " the bills " - you dont HAVE to play - but you COULD be paying less - or more - pending on how good you play poker. neat.

I dont know. I want to get out of here by march.
andy - GET A JOB, DAMNIT!

EW
Well hmm... It has come to my attention that I am concidered " Ew! " Women are strange, although, this isn't anything new to anyone. To some I seem confident, to others I lack any sign of confidence - suprisingly I'm only " Ew! " to those who find I lack confidence. Now, wouldn't it cause confidence issues with anyone if they were called " Ew! " ? Why then even approach women ? Why is it that a man must always approach a woman he desires, it's the 21st century ( I think anywho, not that I pay close attention or care. ) let the woman approach the man.

I'm sick. Fucking - A.
I've gone through a whole box of tissues and I carry around a roll of toilet paper because my nose runs so damn much.
Salutes his white bloodcells Thank you for your sacrafice tosses another tissue in the garbage

Didn't have Day Quil yesterday so I walked around all day kind of drowsy from taking NyQuil - I slept with some wierd smelly stuff on my chest to help me breathe better. ( That stuff is pretty cool, I kinda like the smell ) Things were getting better until today, feels like someone left a garden rake in my throat and it's scratching everything to hell.

Word of advice to everyone, remember your wishes. If you don't remember what you wished for on a daily basis you'll end up getting a Jones Soda cap like this "The last wish you made will come true". Ofcourse, just as I did you'll ask yourself -
"Shit! What the hell was my last wish?!"
Then you shall sit around for hours grumbling and moaning about wanting to remember your last wish. You can't make a new wish because, well it wouldn't be the last one - it would be made after reading the Jones Soda cap.

So, salute your white-snot-cells for the sacrafice they make to keep you healthy; remember your wishes; and if a woman ever tells you that you're " Ew! "sigh to yourself and don't approach her again, she's modern, let her do it.
( AKA : Fuck em )

Why are we so backwards I keep thinking to myself. We hear it everyday......sleep is bad, it takes away from life.....we waste so much of our precious time sleeping.......pfff.....if anything we waste time in our waking hours. For it is in sleep that anything is possible that all the most exciting events of a life time no matter how sporadic and random tend to happen. No life can be better than any one dream that I've ever had. I dont understand....how can people say their boring life is so much more important than what they consider to be "trivial" dreams. The whole purpose of sleeping is to dream. What is a dreamless sleep but a waste of a night grant the "awake" class of people that much I suppose. People who can dream are practically doubling their life span....its a loophole I think god gives certain people....the trade-off is that they wont make any sense and youll just be spending that much more of your waking time twiddling your thumbs and trying to make sense of it. Why do people make sense of things? Why cant we just leave them as they are....is knowledge really knowledge? or are we just fooling ourselves away from enlightenment. Why do people spend so much time awake......what do they hope in achieving in life that they cant achieve while asleep. Anyone who says they'd rather be awake should be shot.....just my opinion of course i think being awake is a waste of time so I'm somewhat bias.....:\

I just bought a whole shit load of anime.
whoo.

Hoosta ma FURK. That's right, it's cold out. So cold that when I went outside to move the garbage can to the corner my nipples just about froze off. Quite enjoyable nipples, yes they are.

As odd as it may sound, I spent various parts of the day trying to cloak and change to heat sensing vision and I was disturbed when my hand wouldnt fire nets and I couldnt find anymore boxes with supplies.

Civilization III - Fun and addicting game the first week - after that ' trial period ' you realize " Damn, I fucking rule at this game " After you've realized this you begin trying to win the game with the different types of ' victory ' ( Conquest, Spaceship, Peace, Cultural Domination etc ). After watching "Gandhi" I felt in the mood to win a peaceful victory by being elected UN president, I chose the Indian culture since I watched "Gandhi". I started out quite well, I was content with my peninsula type nation with a rich outpost of gold on the German / English dominated continent. As time progressed valued tactical resources needed for the technical advance of my nation were found to be lacking. I said to myself " I'll just invade this one city for the resources and then that's it."

After using this excuse four times I decided upon world domination. My fleet littered the ocean floors with various ' allied ' ( he he ) ships and my Modern Armour with infantry support crushed every nation which chose to fight me. Some of which I attacked first because they were on land promised to me by destiny. So, I am sad to say - Gandhi didn't succeed with non-violence in this game, far from it. He even nuked a little island populated by French cities ( damn French people! ).

Right, so anywho - Mooosh te eh MO SAI!

You figure out what that one means, bums. ( That doesn't include the ladies of the board )

Hmm... I wrote this really neat story a few seconds ago but instead I decided to give you all the 'gist' of the story instead.

Man leaves - Car door frozen shut - Man nipples freeze, it cold - Man pulls on door - Door no move - Man pull some more - Door strong, it no move - Man go inside for hot water - Man pour hot water over door - Man pull on door - Door suckie wa~ - Man win battle with door. - Man drive home - Man get home - Man go to leave car - Door no move - Man curse loudly - Door still no move - " F00K you! " Man say - Man heat up car - Door open after five minutes - Man kick car - Man write story - Man delete story, write like caveman.

YAR!

True story. Although, its not as bad as it sounds - I liked the frozen nipple part.

Q:Why don't eggs taste like chicken? (a prize for the correct answer) -Octavia

fuck you mr. reese
oh.
and by the way.
proof that -

HITLER
is
ALIVE
and well.

hrmph.
anywho - if you know where I live and I know you personally - I will be waking up at my house around 9pm. The " party " starts when I get home - I will be at sharis at 11pm - we'll stay there until about 12 or 1 - then run off to my house and stay up all night and so on. I bought a little something you all will enjoy.

so - sharis. tonight. 11pm. bring your own ... uh.
well shit.
something.
movies. chips. stuff. food. i dont know.
WHARGH.

oh - and you can show up anytime during the weekend
( with exception from sunday after 11am )
WHeeeeee.

im posting from jeff's dorm. funzo. there's a nekkid drunk girl in kyles bed right now. funzo. appartently im suppse to pick up crissi or whatever her name is spelled whatnot stuff to go to zee barbeque thing and i wasnt TOLD aboot it, but thats cool.

aaron, i left a comment on your thigie forgetting bands and artists about how you forgot DEAD KENNEDYS. DEAD FUCKING KENNEDYS!!! how can you fucking have forgotten dead kennedys. i left a humorous message too, butknowing how lazy yall are, you wont see it. fuck you. so i'll post what i wrote...nah, too lazy too look for it. it had something to do with jello biafrawhuteva and peanut butter with turtle sexors. mmm hmmm.

yesh it was funny, i laughed till i peeeeeeeeed blood, oh wait-i still do. i should stop riding the bike, eh?

for the slow ones, this is jimmoi on jeff's nameo. the spelliong shouldve told ya. buttseximar.

Ah I love the night life. Seems that fortune cookie I had a few weeks back was right. " The Nightlife is for you. "

I'd like to take this time to recognize a very awesome movie, one that I have seen for the fifth time tonight. " Gandhi "
No matter how often I see it I'm glued to the television. I have too much pure German blood flowing through my veins to try any non-violence type of things, each time I watch though I'm over-whelmed with respect for that long dead skinny Indian man. Although not quite certain where or from whom, I read a quote once - " It is the soldier above all, who prays for peace. " So, strange as it may sound, lets hear it for peace eh ? Toast a drink, sit in silence, sing - whatever floats yer boat.

Now, where is this here so oft spoken of barbeque ? You thought it might be nice to have everyone gather and all that sort James, now it is I ( and others ) who might think it nice if you actually give us a fucking day and time so that we may plan accordingly. If you say this weekend -sometime- then I doubt you'd like people showing up at 5am on Friday or Saturday morning. A certain time after which it is acceptable to arrive.

Movies - Godfather / Godfather II ( Dreeeeeeeww, yes ? )
- insert -cool- movie here
- ditto

Any neato PS2 games anyone can think of ?


Oh yes, hot chocolate. Lets talk about that shall we ? When someone mentions hot chocolate on a cold day you might think of a nice warm ( or hot depending on preference ) cup of a dark creamy substance. To my suprise as I read the instructions of my little hot chocolate package today it said add hot -water-...

I asked myself, " Water... Why the fuck would water go into hot chocolate ? " I shrugged it off thinking that perhaps since these are the 'instructions' it tastes best this way.

WRONG It's thin, and disgusting. Take a chocolate bar ( Hershey's most likely ) and let it melt in a pot of hot water, that's what you'll have, chocolate flavored - W a t e r -. Hot chocolate should be made with M I L K for that nice creamy thick soothing taste as it flows down your throat heating your insides.

As over used as the saying is, I ask you all. " Got Milk ? "

b zz t

ha, ha, ha.

in other news -
I have entirely forgotten how to eat oatmeal.
with a spoon,
or with a fork?
there use to be a time when I didnt even question - and ate away.
but now...

which is it?

Whomever yells the loudest is obviously the more right

it is a general rule at my house. I just had a " fight " with my father - it ended with " if you dont like it you can pay rent " - first it was " if you dont like it you can leave " and then i'd leave towards the door and he wouldnt let me leave. then it was " if you dont like it you can go get a job " - then I got a job and now it is " if you dont like it cough up some money " - and Im thinking considering this ' room ' i will have for rent is 15% occupied by a large piece of furniture I dont want - and that I have siblings and no locked door - and that all I do anymore is get on the computer and sleep - that my room should be worth at most 25$ a month. I bought my own fuckin' food. Sum-bitch.

Also - I'd like to point out about the first post - that Andy gets horny when thinking about 'deepsea diving' - and then reads 'fantasy books' and then thinks up witty ways to imply that Jeff is homosexual ( notice - he is still horny ) - and then finds himself scurrying off of a tangent about " the barbeque " - hmmmm.

Other than that - everything seems to be ok.
My father's computer might be " de commissioned " for the evening/weekend however - so if you want to just bring your whole system over ( like last time ) Jesse - that'd be darn tootin' - and hopefully we can all con andy into getting his lazy ass to move his computer ( we'll have to have someone with a nice ass offer themselves to him ... note - not me ) - and then that'll be five computers running. wer're running to the max now, baby. I tell ya - ALIEN VERSUS PREDATOR TWO is so much fun it isnt funny. It'll be great. As for Godfather - GOOD IDEA - Ive been meaning to see that for eternity. Definately a renter.

As for the paypal debit card.
fuck you steven
my life was almost complete with my 1.5% cashback -
and so now I'm paranoid.
SON OF A BITCH.
now I'm trying to read small print.
trying to figure out where it says " by the way we'll fuck you in the ass "
whargh.
WHAARGH.

Somewhere, out there - there's someone sitting infront of a computer waiting for a first post to appear, and now they have it.
Late nights are always grand, the strangest thoughts twitter around in my head. Could I be a Police Officer or perhaps a Deepsea Diver ? Have I had anything alcoholic to drink to think these things ? No, I haven't. Maybe I should and those thoughts will vanish.

Oh yes, I have the right to laugh like an ' evil wanna-be-world-dominator '. Mua hahah!!
After a certain someone told me, "Read that book." (Wizard's First Rule) coughDoreencough I have finally caught up! grins with feverish delight I have the newest book she doesn't have! Now I shall no longer get the answer "You'll have to read it to find out" type of answer to when I speculate on the upcoming events in these series of books.

Hrmmm... I'm horny. I thought I might have been wrong, but no - I was right. I shall save all my goodness for this here Barbeque and I shall ... well - nevermind that.

Fuck... I wanted to say something smart about Jeff and his sodomy stuff... Not sure what it was about though, something about "I've had saltier" and "It'll come back and bite you in the ass"... I'm not too sure though.

Hell, I've wasted enough time. Maybe this won't be first post anymore. Doubtful though.

Screw you all a good night.

NOT mud just repremanded me for not posting in forever. Like any of you know who I am or care. I am a boring old hag... not hip and cutting edge like you younguns. Here is a website for my friends art work.... www.bunnywax.com. Any questions???? Love, Octavia

click here

thats right bitch.