" it would have been fun to been in one more year... "

to this statement I sort of laugh, because to add that extra year doesnt make the end any more climatic or " worth while " - in fact, it is just dead-time. Most things in life are dead-time. I'm becoming bothered with how much dead-time there is in my life and Im going to try and stamp it out. Im going to do this by going out places and doing things.

I dont know anymore... I dont know.