October 08, 2001

miss takes a soul


\ with more in my pocket I sway when the wind blows /
\ a teeter /
\ a totter /
\ we werent much anything but wishes in the sand /
\ on tuesday /
\ on monday /
\ but a fault was given if not the bottle take me by /
\ the hand /
\ the heart /
\ but somewhere deep in the corner of the room /
\ we wither /
\ we wonder /
\ and earthquakes were only recorded on records of old /

\ but nobody knows /
\ but nobody knows /
\ but nobody knows /
\ but nobody knows /


I feel sick. Unparallel. They swarm around me like nothings of everything in massive gatherings. They swarm. They swarm. Like nothing ever before. The schisms are ... never before. Nothing ever before. The souldering metal is burning too hot. So close, too close, maybe so far away. A rag is tossed. Or a blanket. Was that a sound I heard? Tear this out of my chest and place it next to. I wonder. They still swarm. Sleep wont drown them. Neither will work. They swarm. Like vultures. Like vultures they swarm. And lurk. And swarm. They sit there in their spots. Where are the cages? Where are the cages? Where are the god damned cages? Who let these things out? Where are the answers? Why so many questions? It doesnt make sense. It doesnt make sense. Why so much confusion? It doesnt make sense. It doesnt make sense, they swarm, like vultures. Where are the god damned cages? Too hot. The schisms. I dont know. Something isnt. Something isnt. Or is it someone. Have I been used? Where is the. Break. Break. Break. Swarm. Swarm. Swarm. Break. Swarm. Break. Swarm. Where is my bottle. Where is my bottle? Where is my bottle? Is this hate? Is this hatred? What is this? Envy? No. Shame? No. What is this? Why so confused? Why? There are no more corners. Where did the dark spots go? When did the lights come on? But with the lights on, they swarm. They swarm. No more darkness. No more dark. No more corners to hide in. There are no more corners. They swarm too thickly. Where did you go when the lights came on? Why? Where is... Where is... Where did... Where... I can't think... Something is wrong. Is wrong? Is there a wrong? Is this a wrong? Is it wrong? Is wrong the word, or is it the wrong word? What is the word, why is this confusion? I have. I have. I have. Where are my walls? Where is a wall? What is this? Why is this? Where did my corners go, and my walls? And these things. Thise swarming ... swarming... like nothing ever before. I dont understand. I dont understand.

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