LOL... okay, so maybe I don't do all my great ideas during those times/situations. At dinner, which I just got back from....*mmm mmm good!* I was laughing over something I had read earlier online... so funny... anywho, a few of the family looked at me, cause there was obviously nothing funny right then. I also did that at breakfast this morning.

*remembering the homemade bread, fresh ham, and pure swedish cheese*

hehe... so yeah, I have laughed a lot more lately of things in the past I would not have found so amusing. Living here among these people has made me even more carefree than I was before. They accept me for me... there is no social pressure what-so-ever and it makes me almost giddy with happiness. I think when I am older, I will come back to this country and remain here. Europe is a great place, at least the part I'm in.

My family (natural family back where your at) is not going to visit me here during my stay and my friends and host families here thought that rather odd. I told them, well it is rather expensive to come over here, and that this was my year away from home completely, so even if they could come and visit, I would tell them not too. Quirky aren't I? :)

The majority of the music they play on the radio station is american. I thought this odd at first, but then again they get a lot of stuff from the states. I think that if the USA becomes a more peaceful country and we get half decent politics, it might end up like Sweden. Not likely to happen, but I wish it were so.

I wanna come home now, but I also don't. I know when the time comes and I have to go down that long turminal to the plane, it's going to be much harder to leave here then it was to leave home because who knows when I will be able to come back, or even 'if'.

AWWHHHHHH...... dammit, now I made myself get into depressing thoughts, fudgity bucket!

Would anyone like a word lesson today? To bad if you don't! haha...

FAN......... damn... only it is a LOT worse then damn
BAJS....... shit, "poo-poo", the stuff that usually comes out of your ass
BAJSA..... shitting, as in "I'm shitting on the toilet" or "I'm going to take a shit"
KNULLA....fucking, that is all it means
JÄNLAR..... 'shit', the expression
ASGAM..... vulture (don't ask)
SKITHELVETE... shit + hell... yes, it is a combination of shit and hell, it's a REALLY bad word... hehe. skit = bajs, helvete = hell

NOTE: This is the closet translation possible, it's hard to explain, but now you can cuss out teachers and what not! That includes you DS, now you can tell all those mean ass teachers and other people and not fear of any comment back other than 'what did you say?' :)

Also, I request that you DO NOT pass these along to majority of the public. I would like them to not be common knowlege when I get back so I may use them. hehe :)
So these are all cuss words over here, there are more, but Ulricka has not taught them to me yet. I will be sure to pass the information along. :)

Goody... I'm in a better mood now. Good day to all of you cute lil slugs you! :) (yes, I do like to smile, if you have a problem, then feel free to rant/cuss at yourself, cause it will not bother me)

Tarwyn