I, however, never stated that I was not paranoid.

and I'd go so far in saying that all knowledge is subjective -
there just tends to be, on some things, a " large agreed upon answer " to some questions.
mind you - facts themselves are not subjective ( which is to say that things that happen do happen )
but how those facts are percieved and interpreted by people is what changes.
so when you ge something like :
the boulder fell and crushed little one-legged joe
most people will be in agreement, with exception to the blind and/or stupid.
but then when :
why did the boulder fall on little one legged joe and crush him?
you'll have a ton of answers... like say :
God had smited him for his sinful ways of living.
( being that one-legged joe was quite the promiscuise fornicator )
or
He just was in the wrong place at the wrong time.
or
I told him not to kick the cliff-side, he just wouldn't listen

im not making sense.
Eeep Opp Ork Ah Ah.